I want to tell you about some amazing friends I have. There are six women who I call my best friends. Some of us met in preschool and have been friends since we were born. We all came together in high school. I love these women. They are all strong, beautiful and Christian women. I couldn't ask for better friends. Everybody should be so blessed to be friends with them! 4 of us went to college together, 3 went to different schools. However, the year after our freshman year, we all came home to Holland and we had a weekly Bible study that summer. It was amazing. I think it may have been the point that really cemented our relationships to continue well after high school, after college and into the real world. That was 9 years ago. Since that Bible study, we have sent out weekly emails. I love that I hear from these women every week. We share thanksgivings, prayer requests, and stories from our week.
I love that we do both thanksgivings and prayer requests. Because even on weeks when I feel over-run by prayer requests, I have to take time to think of things I am thankful for. I have my tried and true blessings I write every week--my little family of three! Fortunately, my little family of three is very blessed and we are doing very well. However, I feel like I am getting many prayer requests from friends and other family members. I know many people who are struggling with some major issues. I won't go into many details about the struggles. They range from a young mother battling breast cancer, to friends with anxiety attacks, people making destructive/unwise choices and hurting themselves as well as others around them, to friends struggling with infertility, to people who have lost a child, to people who are lost and have turned away from God, and I could go on. These things all really suck. Sorry for the language. But, "suck" is actually a pretty tame word when I think of what these struggles really want to make me say to these struggles. Sometimes, while thinking of all these struggles I feel like I lose hope. I lose hope that things or people will change. I know in my heart and head, that God can perform miracles and can work in people's hearts. But, Satan still works on me and I sometimes lose hope and I wonder where is God in all of these struggles.
Which brings me to this song we have been singing in church as well as my weekly thanksgivings. By coming up with my thanksgivings to tell my girlfriends each week: I find God. I find hope. I find peace. I find joy. My prayer is that those who are in the midst of these struggles also find God, find hope, find peace, and find joy. I wanted to share the aforementioned song that also reminds me of where and who God is. It is good for me to sing these lyrics over and over reminding myself where my hope is and what God does for us. The song is called "Forever Reign" by Hillsong United
You are good, you are good
When there’s nothing good in me
You are love, you are love
On display for all to see
You are light, you are light
When the darkness closes in
You are hope, you are hope
You have covered all my sin
You are peace, you are peace
When my fear is crippling
You are true, you are true
Even in my wandering
You are joy, you are joy
You’re the reason that I sing
You are life, you are life
In You death has lost its sting
Oh, I’m running to your arms, I’m running to your arms
The riches of your love will always be enough.
Nothing compares to your embrace, Light of the world forever reign
You are more, you are more
Than my words will ever say
You are Lord, you are Lord
All creation will proclaim
You are here, you are here
In your presence I’m made whole
You are God, you are God
Of all else I’m letting go
Hallelujah, forever
All the glory, forever
All the praise to You
My heart will sing no other name, Jesus, Jesus
In the midst of struggles I pray that I and others run into His arms and feel His goodness, His love, His light, His hope, His peace, His truth, His joy, His life, and His presence.